All I'm thinking when I'm reading stuff like that is,
that could be me in a few months.
Nothing tells me that you're not just gonna replace ME.
You once enjoyed talking to Myuu in the first place. Or Mogy.
You broke Mogy's heart, did you even realize that?
And I don't care how vulnerable I'm making myself right now.
But yes, I'm fucking afraid that I mean nothing to you.
Cause that's what it means, being replacable. Meaning nothing to somebody.
I don't want to be replacable. I fucking want to be cared for.
Yeah, maybe it's stupid, but for once, I wanna be someone special.
Being the one that's thought about when you're lonely.
Being the one you most enjoy talking to. The one you want to share your friends with,
not because they might like me, just because you want to show them what a great person you know.
Being the first one in your contact list you approach. Not the one waiting for you to say hi and then after waiting a while being the one doing it because I just want to talk to you.
If you can't give me anything LIKE that, I...
I dunno.
I'd rather have no friendship at all than one that sucks.
You do mean much to me. You are a great friend, and you're the one that can take my flaws the easiest, while everyone else would've thrown something at me.
I just... wanna get something back. More than just the... 'honour of being somewhat of a friend to you' and a person you.. 'enjoy'.
I wanna be a friend. MY meaning of a friend. not yours.